Date:  Sun Apr 15, 2001 2:40pm

Still haven't got it together to write my whole story. Since feb. 
I've had 2 car accidents and 2 bad concussions (also a serious run in 
with a lot of carbon monoxide)***on top of my Paxil the docs have had 
me on Percocet, for pain from concussions, broken nose and broken 
cheek; and Ativan for Paxil and alcohol withdrawal***I started 
drinking a lot on Paxil but my comfortable (?) life fell apart at the 
same time I was put on the Paxil so nobody believes the nature of the 
compulsions that I felt to drink were so much different and stronger 
than they ever were off-Paxil***anyway, there's so much more to tell, 
but typing is not good***I'm down to 45mgs from 75 now and I've 
stopped the Percocet but I feel dependant on the Ativan as I have 
soooo much stress in my life right now (with no end in site) and the 
only support I get is from reading your postings (which also scare 
me). Where can I read more about benzos? and thanks for being 
there***I know up till now I've been a fly on the wall of your 
discussions but I'm feeling to reach out more now***are any of you 
guys anywhere near vancouver?***with love**,

Kamala